An Idea Deceased

If you want to fall in love, come here I dug a hole,
It’s pretty deep, endlessly, I’m not sure how far it goes.
I’ll repel you down and allow warmth, so let’s see how far you’ll go,
Let yourself be attached and safely find your home.

If you want to fall in love, come here I dug a hole,
It’s pretty deep, endlessly, I’m not sure how far it goes.
I’ll repel you down and allow warmth, so let’s see how far you’ll go,
Let yourself be attached and safely find your home.

Just be sure, don’t knock down the wall, for I just may lose control.
Then earthquakes will erupt and tectonic plates will mess up,
and you’ll be buried! Oh what a weep you may woe!

I’m holding on so tightly.
Firmly, and mighty.
Don’t fall too hard you’ll hit your head
Than my grasp will start unwinding.

If the walls shake around us,
If we’re accompanied by fear,
Then I’ll steer open the door
And wipe the tsunamis of tears.

Down we go to build our home
Escape the darkness that we fought together alone
My sight is blurry, fear stayed by my side
I asked him to leave, but now I feel empty inside

I must find another, loneliness is taking over.
I see you! I love you! but I must surely find another!
You complete me, you’re my world, by I must find one other!

Happiness are you home?
Anger open the door!
Lust do not tempt me!
Have you seen destruction, I am bored…

Sadness you found me!
Will you ever leave my side?
Your sister depression always stays,
I’ll build a new room, come inside.

You can hide out near happiness.
I can’t tell the difference between you two.
When surprise came to a demise,
I lost peace from my view.

Justify the lies inside that tell me your the one alive
Two takes a toll on my empty heart I’m trying to repeatedly revive
Three years later and four kids in existence
Five times the merry go round and six years through this assumed hatred

Lust I see your back and stronger than before.
I thought I kicked you out, but I’m glad I cracked the door.
Man oh man am I a mess the things I have endured.
Anger kept on coming back and sadness drenched the floors.

Love kept battling over and again, never to settle the score.
Between happiness gone and hateful harm
I found laughter there dead on the floor.

I can no longer take this, I’m coming in!
Be a dear and lock the door.
Keep our secrets inside,
Help me accumulate my lies,
And words shall we speak nevermore.

Oh my gosh! Is that you? Sitting on the floor?
Whoosh immediately I am repelled back
Into the darkness, into our once four walls.

Are these pictures? Where were these memories?
Tsunamis of light flood through the walls.
Back into the darkness I find myself
What have I done? Where have I gone?

I am leaving dammit! Open the door!
I must go back to where I’ve been before!
Past the house, past the walls, past the rope I held, No More!

I let go!
You are free now dear, I am sorry for keeping you
Run away and find peace some peace…

My darling… Me without you is an idea that is deceased.

You wrapped this rope around me
Repelled me so slowly
I hit the ground decidedly
By your choice seemingly
By my choice solely
I’ve seen your hear so purely
I’ve held your soul so lightly
Your mind wanders endlessly
I cannot fathom. connection more deeply
So my dear run towards me quickly
Faster may you go dreamingly
And please never forget mindlessly…

…Me without you is and always will be an idea deceased.

Happiness come on back, I see your hiding in plain sight.
Anger get on out of here, we don’t need another fight.
Sadness we accept you, nothing is as it seems,
Keep reminding us why we need each other and strengthen our deen.

Peace you’ve always held us, even when destruction jumped around,
Lust I see you there, close that cracked door, shush, not another sound.
I know you need another for my heart is not enough,
Our should collided but they didn’t sew together in the rough.

We will be okay, even if we stray away
Because love is honoring our connection
That we keep together everyday.

Hate never came in, never existed in our lay.
So let’s remember that forever to shed some light into this day.
My jokes may not be funny, for laughter is dead on the floor,
But the memories of you laughing will never die in my core.

Because Jeannine and Jigsaw couldn’t hold it together in a meeting or two
And A Aron wound up in O-shack-henesey’s office
And the talking llamas had a vividly different point of view.

Memories hold us together and strengthen our connection we have built.
So never forget the happiness you gave me
And wipe away all of the guilt.

I love you now, I’ll love you forever, in my mind you’ll never leave.
I don’t know if I’ll find another, in this day, month, or century.

If I survive in our memories, than survive I shall be.
Because…

…me without you is an idea that will always be deceased.