Into the future my eyes wander.
Waiting for the day I found out how to say what I felt in the moment of time that I heard the leaves fall ever so softly caressing the earth’s lips.
Wondering if the day ever found itself lonely.
Goodbye feast the wandering lies that ravel through the undying wind.
Later she said holding her breath so lengthy that her arms couldn’t reach what was to be her bounty.
Forced to reconcile the great depths of the moon while Jupiter and Mars found their way around Neptune.
I was forced to feel the hand I was dealt.
But when It was mine, I placed my cards down and there I had wept.
I waited for the days in which I never left.
So I sit back and relax and wonder “what’s next”.
Is it the future that held me, caressed me so slightly?
Or was it the past that kept banging on my door because I might leave?
I wish not to see what I’ve felt before.
So I walk past the present and into future holding the door.
I found myself so present, so loving. To wait for the day when I would stop running.
So, I’m vibing and I’m chilling, but it’s getting really cold.
Because someone told me one time what I once was never told.
The present is a gift so use it to your leisure. Don’t wait for the day that the past became your future.
Forget the old, and in with the new. Because happiness subsides in what once is for you.
Fold under the grass that waves under the clouds, and drift with the breeze that follows you around.
Chill in the space that created four walls, to break them down, sit very mighty and stand very tall.
I once heard a girl and a boy laughing away.
They were four or five maybe twenty today.
But see they were kids just laughing to play.
With their imaginations that released their inner demons not to stay.
I wanted to be the one who never got away.
But I realized that I never left my own side. Not before, and not today.
I never left me, I was always a she, he was always a he and we were always a we.
But I now know that I am me, and that’s all I ever want to be.
So, I sit and I vibe and I chill for the century.
Forget about the past, but forget about the next. Forget about what will happen and let go of your regrets.
Forget about the love that you thought made you whole, and forget about the world of a deep dark black hole.
You are you and that’s all you need. Happiness lies deep down underneath.
So, rise up to the fight of what you can be, and relax for now for all of eternity.
Do your part, work hard and love me.
Because me is the only thing you truly need.
Me, myself and I are the three musketeers.
What once was lost was never truly lost if you found us here.
The only ones.
The true ride or dies.
The true Bonnie’s and Clyde’s.
The true me and I.
Myself took a break and decided to step out.
So, I and me broke free and went out.
We went crazy! We stormed castles! We broke rules! and we had no hassle!
Because I convinced me that it’s time to relieve that never-ending battle that exists in thee.
Myself came back and told us to stop messing around and across,
But take the pro out of profound and we finally realized what we had lost.
Here I am, strong as ever.
Here I am better late than never.
Here I am back, bolder and clever.
Here I am,
here I’ll stay,
forever and ever.